haven't written sumtin in my blog for quite a while... haha.. i would have been lying if i was to say that ive been busy all this time and while.. as we all know.. if you manage your time wisely, anything you want to achieve is possible in life..
aint it!?! ;p
Okeyz... back to what i have to say...huhu... Firstly I want to wish all my Muslim brothers and sisters, wherever U may be..
Selamat Hari Raye Eid ul Adha..!!
speakin' of this day... as you all know this day marks the end of Hajj, the sacred pilgrimage to the holy city of Mecca. This was when our prophet Ibrahim was instructed by god to sacrifice his son Ismail, but instead God exchanging his son with a goat...The festival therefore reminds everyone of the mercy and benefits bestowed upon mankind by God.
well.. you might ask.. Why am i writtin this in my blog?? huhu...
there is a SiMpLE answer to that... i want to remember this day in my life.. a day where i realised how POWERFUL and MERCIFUL God is to his creations.. everything that happens in life is a test from him and we should follow his rules and avoid what he dislikes...coz he knoes whats best for us...
hmmmmm..... there is more to how i realised than juz that i wud say...huhu...
well...
it all began like this.. i was just watchin TV as usual today.. switching on football channels for updates.. goin through some music clips... when sddenlY.. i came through a malay movie called "Anakku Melihat Syurga".. This story was meant to be shown today as it was raye.. it was a very sad story.. rilly touched by it... huhu... it was a story about a blind 10 year old boy who his father never cared about him.. simply coz he is blind... his father was not the type of person who would pray friday prayers and therefore would never bring him... as time passed.. he never gave up and remembered how God will always be with him no matter what.. to cut the story short... huhu... his father lastly realised and began to learn from him about how great god is.. but the end was sad...huhu.. he died due to complications in his brain while his father was not around givin people speech on how his son helped him remember God... but what was sad was that the boy told his mother not to tell his father as it would disturb his dad from sharing gods message to other people.. therefore....
hmm... what i learnt from it?? the boy cared about his religion more than his own life... of how great God truly is.. he would sacrifice his father from seeing him for the last time...
I dunt knoe... but i was touched... huhuhu... rilly made me stronger to believe in God... I wouldn't lie.. I was actually feeling hurt today because of someone... I rilly liked this person but maybe i was just trying too hard... she did not reply my message for some reason.. and i was rilly hurt by it... i felt that we had something in common as i stayed in Egypt b4.. She is kind and great... truly unique.. thought she was special... i was confused about it.. whether she liked me back?? should i move or not???
hmmm....
after watchin that movie and giving it some thought.. well... i wud conclude
"love God more than you love his creations... if it was meant to be... than it will happen... you should not just follow your heart... I truly like her... but i will not hope so much.. as it will only hurt myself... so... about the message... no hard feelings aite... =) "
wahh.... ive been babbling for awhile now.. huhu... longest blog ive written i guess... hahaha...
some ppl might say what the hell is this... WELL..Gz wat... I DUN CARE WAT PPL WANT TO SAY... i will be myself.. and say watever i desire... huhu....
what a day i guess... i actually did not balik raye this year.. just braye with one of my sister... huhu... the other 3 are in Egypt with my parents... huhu... felt a little sad... prObabLy thAts a ChallenGe in Life i gz...
but i learnt a lot today... definitely... huhu.....
Bye-Byez
for now...
